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My handicap will not go away, I will still feel
the trauma's I had as a young child when I see
some "Christian" "accusing"
"me" of "being a Rasta" (as if
that is the same as being a Satanist), for
example.
I will still feel the pain if people debate
among themselves what kind of "mental
problem" they would like to impose on me so
that they can continue doing their evil works
since all they have against them is "a guy
with a mental problem"...
However, all these attacks land in the
"return to sender, address unknown"
category. The attacks are aimed at my spirit,
because it is my spirit that causes my soul and
body to do what I am doing, but land in my soul
where ancient trauma's are still there.
You see, the traumatizers are unable to find my
spirit, as they do not know the adress!
My spirit is born of JAH, "born
again" as we say. Because of this situation,
my spirit is in direct and continual contact with
Jah and even further: my spirit is safely in the
Secret Place Of the Most High, as Psalm 91
describes.
My spirit is not sick, or ill, or wounded. My
spirit is not traumatized and can not be
traumatized. My spirit is whole and does not need
healing. And it is my spirit that guides me.
"Me"?
Yes, most of the time when we speak about
"me", "I", or "you",
we speak about our souls. Our souls, different
from our spirit. Our souls, held captive when we
are possessed. Our souls, deeply traumatized.
JAH teaches us to know ourselves to be little
trinities of body, soul and spirit. Subsequently
He teaches us that although these three are one,
there are differences too.
Everything that deals with the trauma, deals
with our souls. However, when we are spiritual we
know how to place our soul in the right
perspective and so I will bypass my soul
consciousness when it comes to these matters
discussed in this update.
There is nothing I can do about it: Satan's
spiritual warriors will attack my soul for it is
the best they can ever reach, and I will keep
doing what I spiritually know I have to do.
And I do this as part of "The Normal
Christian Life"!
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