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Lies and insults, even the absurd accusation of
being loved, these are all things we have to face
when we dare to speak out about Babylon, or dare
to worship JAH by His Name and Title as Head
Creator. The hurt can be big, it can trigger
ancient trauma's or even create new ones.
They will try to trigger your trauma's so that
you will Konform, and when that turns out to be
impossible because of the way you are created, the
attempts to paralyze you will begin.
In this journey, I discovered the mechanisms. I
discovered, why it is so necessary to see this a
spiritual thing and not as a carnal thing. It is
within our flesh, that the enemy will try to get
at us, but the reason for that is that they can
never touch our spirits.
They will try to devour our flesh and blood,
for example by triggering our trauma's, for who we
are spiritually. Because they can not get at our
spirit, they will get at our flesh. And they hope
we will respond in flesh, too!
Another thing that I learned in this, is that I
should not look for liberation from my trauma's. I
should not look for being healed, if you will, at
least not until the degree our traumatizers want
us to long for that healing.
What does it matter, if I get healed from my
trauma's if I am surrounded by wolves and
vampires, even devils who will look to traumatize
me again and again on a daily basis?
What does it matter, if all I do is seek for
healing or shelter in a desperate attempt to save
my flesh and blood?
JAH did heal me to a great extend from my
trauma's, though. However, I discovered that He
healed me from those things that would have
potentially brought me in the danger zone.
So, am I still traumatized?
Yes.
Big Time, even.
And I feel it every day!
As a child, I would be traumatized and I would
start to hate what I thought was "Jesus
Christ". Since I was traumatized in the Name
of that Yesus because I am not able to become a
good Babylonian, I thought I had to "love
Satan"....
This is how strong trauma's can be, especially
for a young child as I was in that time.
But now I am healed. I know Jesus Christ, and I
know there is a god of this world order called
Satan but some call him Jesus Christ too and they
love the Shitstem of that "Jesus
Christ"....
Even if the whole "Christian World"
would attack me for being a Rasta or for not being
against Herb Smoking or even for reviewing Reggae
Music, and they would claim how I would be burning
in hell forever because of that, I will no longer
get hurt or intimidated by that.
There was a healing there, and it was massive!
But the healing takes place within my
consciousness rather than within my flesh and
blood.
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