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But here I am. Yes, my body carries the Mark of
The Nazarite. In other words, people who see my
body see my dreadlocks and they will know I am a
dreadlock. But they will not necessarily know,
that I am a dreadlocksman as the result of my
spiritual identity rather than my physical body or
identity.
And so, I believe that all of what is happening
to me lately is revealed to me as a lesson. A
lesson that tells me more about who I am.
No, I do no longer have to reach out to those
that do not want to hear anyway. I do no longer
have to answer trick questions by people whose
sole purpose it is to kill every seed I sow.
In other words, I do no longer have to allow
them to try and trigger my trauma's so that they
will see how little use their carnal trauma
based mind control really is when you are
spiritualy born.
This is a great relief, obviously.
Not, because there was ever a moment in which
the trauma's were too much, or were leading me
towards renouncing Yesus Kristos and start
worshipping the god of this world order,
worshipped in the church-and-state system called
Babylon which is also this world order.
Far from that. I am not created that way, even
in the phyisical.
But it is a relief to know, that I will no
longer have to put my body in a position where the
wolf pack can come to me and try to eat my flesh.
It is a relief to know, that from now on I just
have to give thanks.
Will this have an impact on the Dubroom, and my
other activities?
Definitely.
The contents of my upcoming articles will be
different, as all these things that I learned will
be incorporated in it. I will write these articles
for those that will, like me, give thanks.
I will no longer try to explain the obvious to
people who are not interested in the obvious,
while those that know the obvious will not be
served when I would express the obvious.
So I did turn the other cheek, I did walk that
extra mile, I did provide more than asked for, and
still it wasn't enough. "Entertain us once
more", somebody said to me, coming in the
name of his christ, after I tried to explain the
obvious countless of times.
So, where does this journey lead me to?
Some things become clear, now.
And they all point out to a deeper level of my
identity as a Dreadlocksman, an identity I did not
choose but was chosen for me from before I was
conceived.
A spiritual identity, that would only be mine
after I would be born spiritually but wherein I
could be myself in the way I was intended by my
Creator, JAH.
Which happened on the 6th of august 1985,
making my spiritual age the age of 22 at this
moment, almost 23 as a matter of fact. It is
therefore only logical, that I turn from puberty/adolescence
to adulthood, spiritually.
My identity as a spiritual Nazarite or Separated
One, an identity whose mark I carry on my head in
the form of dreadlocks, led me to see certain
things. And because of my separation, or independence
if you will, I have the time and possibility to
search out these things for those that may not
have this time and possibility but will give
thanks as well.
I am not a soul-seeker, my very identity as a Separated
One would reveal that. Soul-seekers try to find
ways to get people in their group, because they
look for power as they are ultimately guided by
the ultimate soul-seeker which is satan himself
and they themselves have to feed of the souls they
steal.
Jah is not a soul seeker in that sense at all.
Jah knows already who will give thanks and who
will scorn. He Himself created us, and became a
man and died for us at the cross. He bought our
body, soul and spirit with his own precious blood
and even though He wants nobody to perish and can
therefore not be accused of creating people to
perish, there are many who will perish.
He told us, that He sent us as sheep among
wolves. And therefore, we have to be innocent like
doves and subtle like the serpent himself. He
said, we should not cast our pearls before the swine,
so it's not like I am undergoing some unbiblical
heretical spirituality in this journey.
But it definitely is a journey, and I travel on
this journey with just Jah and I. It has to be
like that. I am not looking for souls. And none of
this has anything to do with the fellowship I do
have with my spiritual brethren and sistren in
Kristos either. I need the fellowship as a fellow
child of Jah, but in my ministry, I have to walk
this walk alone so to speak, separated is a better
word where independence would also be applicable.
Yes, my ministry has directly to do with other
people. For you serve the fellow saints. And they
know who they are. I do not know all of them. I
don't have to, either. I just do what I have to
do, and will give thanks.
One Love,
Messian Dread
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