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He showed me the trick. He showed me, that my
trying to reach out to them was completely
misunderstood. One of these people I tried to
reach out later even told me himself that in his
eyes I was like someone trying to make a blind man
see the light.
When He told me to stop reaching out to them,
this is when the attacks and revelations came in
many forms: Spiritual Warfare, scorn and ridicule,
infiltrations on the Message Boards, et cetera.
I announced on my board that the spies who
would spy would no longer be served on a platter,
and I announced later on how I would no longer be
trying to knock on Christafari's door in attempts
to make them repent from their money-making of
true Christianity and true Rastafari.
Only a minute later, I received an e-mail from
Mr. Christafari himself: Mark Mohr, he had a
request to me to help him out getting a touring
schedule in my home country of the Netherlands,
where they will perform to promote their album in
which they call me and the One Who sent me a
"lying and deceitful man", and my
brothers and sisters in Trinidad
"cannibals".
Of course, I was on one of his email lists, but
I wrote back. I wrote him one line: "You
really hate me, don't you". He wrote back and
admitted how this contact we had was organized
from the supernatural realms, but he told me that
it was so that I would know he was not trying to
fight me. Well, I know that to be untrue so I told
him that.
The reason obviously was, an attempt by satan
to trigger my trauma's. A scorn: "if you
don't reach out no more, we will "reach
out" to you"...
Poor Mark, he wasn't even aware of what he was
doing.
I'm sure he did not deliberately send this a
minute after I posted a message wherein I
announced no longer to be trying to reach out to
(people like) him.
But he sure was able to be used that way!
Of course, he could have come clean back then.
He could have seen how this was for him perhaps a
truly last chance. But instead, he chose to lie to
me. It's all documented HERE.
On another website, I encountered something
even more interesting. Like hungry wolves, a group
of church-defenders, homosexualists and
self-proclaimed atheists preyed on me after I
posted a few reasonings and news items about an
interview I was blessed to do on Channel Z Radio
about Rastafari and Jesus.
They would, between the lines of political
correct attempts to make me shut the **** up and
insults that ranged from the very profane to more
subtle variants, tell me how they would do it as
their "entertainment". In other words,
either I am a clown or they are the seat of the
scornful and I know that I am not playing around
like a clown.
The churchicans in that unholy alliance of
homosexualists, churchicans and self-proclaimed
atheists would know, because I told them, that I
would no longer try and reach out to them, but
would answer their questions if they would ask me.
And while they thought they were keeping me in
their snare, firing their arrows at me in a
desperate attempt to make me do what they wanted
me to do, I was only observing this from my
spirit.
I saw, how they could not reach my spirit even
though supernatural events occurred.
While I tried to tell them what they said they
wanted to hear about, it became clear that they
were not really interested in that. Anti-christs
who had condemned me with the usual
"accusations" of "you think you are
more holy than us" and so on also refused to
put me on their "ignore list", saying
how they would miss the "entertainment"
they would feel when they play their game. This
showed clearly how they were more than just
"offended by a different opinion"...
I learned, by pure observance from my spirit,
what was really going on. I had never witnessed it
this clear before, as Jah explained to me how all
of this was connected with other things I engaged
throughout my life.
Satan tried to use people like puppets to
trigger the trauma's he so carefully planted in me
when I was a little child and was basically told
that the god of this world order was called jesus
christ. The trauma's were planted as the result of
abuse and were further cultivated when I was
demon-possessed before I became born again.
The trauma's had been dictating a lot of my
actions in the past, and after I became born again
Jah de-programmed me in a period that lasted over
two decades.
I still have the trauma's, I am not fully
healed yet. And I will probably not be healed as
long as I am in this body. But it doesn't matter
anymore, because I know that this has to do with
my spiritual identity and all they can do is get
at my flesh. So they will always miss the target,
even when they will kill me physically which I
believe will happen somewhere in the future.
For the trauma's were planted in me to
keep me from becoming who I really am: a
dreadlocksman, known by Jah from the foundation of
the earth, a Separated One as the Book of Life
calls us Yesus Dreads.
It's an attempt to make me "join"
whatever. So it's aim is actually quite the
opposite of what I am supposed to be. This is why
the pain is rather useless for my body, as it
doesn't have any function whatsoever, and I
already am in the most precious -secret-
fellowship with my Idrens on the spiritual level
where all of this is relevant.
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