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My ministry is spiritual. But since I am in
this body, I must use my body in this ministry,
too. For example, I have to take my spirit to a
different place by using my body, for my spirit
will not leave my body unless Jah does such a
thing and He will keep that body protected while
I'm gone.
But my body, my flesh, can only deal with a
certain level of spiritual activity.
I have recently been involved with people being
delivered from evil spirits that possessed them.
On one occasion, we saw literally 10's of these
beings leave the place. We saw them with our
physical eyes. We, as in more than one person
seeing the same things in detail.
I am only giving this example, to show how our
bodies are involved in our spiritual ministry. And
it is intense, very intense, to look into the
spiritual realms with our physical senses.
That is why Jah only gives so much to handle.
Everyone receives these things according to the
way they are created by the Father, and none of us
are being driven beyond what we are able to carry
in our bodies.
I recently discovered, that there is something
I carry in my body, too.
It is called "trauma".
It came to the surface, when I was gathering
and processing material for an article about the
new Christafari album "To the
Foundation". In what turned out to be an
amazingly revealing interview, Christafari's front
man explained once again how he would perverse and
abuse everything he perceives as Rastafarian
and/or Christian in order to make money from the
faithful who think they buy spiritual food when
they buy his works.
I felt a pain in my body, a physical pain. And
the pain was very, very familiar. But it was
limited to my body, and could not reach my spirit.
So, the pain was there but limited. It was only
there for me to observe, so that I can write about
it. It is like I am looking from my spirit to this
pain in my body.
The pain was very familiar, as it was planted
inside of me when I was a very little child. It is
called "trauma" and the reason for it
has to do with mind control, or brainwash in order
to be controlled.
I recognized it as the very same pain that
caused me as a child to choose for satan rather
than for the Jesus Christ that was proposed to me
by the churchicans. But since I know the
truth, that I did not know as a child, I now know
this "Jesus Christ" was not the Divine
Saviour but satan in disguise.
Yes, on this journey Jah showed me exactly what
it was that I was dealing with.
And it can be found in Psalm 91.
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