Due to this journey, I was unable to really update
the website on a daily basis. The reason for that
has to do with time, time which I needed in order
to focus on different things.
Things, that had directly to do with my
spiritual identity and ministry.
I use this word with care, because I know the
term "ministry" and "minister"
is abused to describe a certain "level"
in a hierarchy called "Christendom". A
minister, though, means "servant" and a
ministry is what he does to serve.
We are all ministers, we all have a ministry,
when we are born in the Spirit of Jah thanks to
the fulfilled works of Yesus Kristos Who really is
My ministry is partly in the field of spiritual
warfare and discernment, which can be pretty
intense at times. Sometimes, it shows on the
website's forum and I engage many things in the
My ministry doesn't take up whole my life,
though. This is not the way our Father works with
us. He gave us life, life to live. He gave us a
body to be able to enjoy the good things in this
creation, and we all have been given talents with
which we can do things.
When I became born again on august 6th, 1985, I
was in the situation that I had only one hour left
to live. I knew, after I became born again, that I
would not die that day. Jah told me then, that He
had "something to do" for me.
Just recently, Jah pointed out this out to me
again. He showed me my life, the life I am blessed
Yes, Jah uses me for a ministry and the fact
that I am a dreadlock, which really means Separated
One, tells a thing about the intensity.
But apart from that, I am blessed to be able to
have this independent website and to have my
musical works. I love Reggae Music and especially
DUB, and my reviewing of the music obviously is
not my ministry.
But Jah has given this to me, too. It is a
blessing, something to give thanks over. To be
able to have this site, to be able to create music
and not be depending on any form of success
whatsoever, just giving thanks.
This is what my Lord, my God, my Father, my
Saviour, has given me.
This is why He let me live, too.
This is how good He is.
He has given me a new spirit, my soul is being
healed, and I will be made full when I am given a
new body. But even for this body, Jah has given me
things to enjoy.
It is enjoyment, to have this site and musical
works, to be able to create Dub music whenever I
am inspired and to release it without having to
deal with big companies with demanding attitudes.
And there is also a spiritual reason behind
this carnal blessing.